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Ashley_1988

Ashley_1988

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Dec 13, 2019
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"Having hope is a constant tug of war between life and death. It's a gamble, not a promise. People need to realize that"
Yesterday Somebody (i don't know who, can't recall the username) made a statement that stuck with me and did inspire to write some stuff …just to get it off my chest

its not good but still i thought why the hack not ...



I wanna go – I am saying goodbye.

There are so many reasons - please don´t cry

I am thankful for everything – that was good and bright.

Im grateful for all – the moments that I loved in my life



Please remember – I don´t care for u to ask who to blame.

In the end, life is just a game

Yes we are grieving but-every life is fleeting-

no matter who we are- no matter who u are…….



Death is scary – still nobody asked to be born.

But maybe its´t just scary thx to all myth we've built upon

And if u need religion or another cause- to keep on fighting

I am not judging- but I am done trying.

And the way I respect the path u choose.

Please give me the same courtesy – not everyone is like you



I wanna go – I am saying goodbye.

There are so many reasons - please let me die

I am thankful for everything – that was good and bride.

Im grateful for all – the moments that I loved in my life
 
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sadToast

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2 slits im gone in the endless abyss
Apr 25, 2023
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beautiful poem ! thank you for sharing <3
 
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Sad but beautiful.
 
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iLikeFrogs

iLikeFrogs

Most likely dissociating
May 5, 2023
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it's a very good poem! You truly have a talent to write<3
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
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Awesome
 
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