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Akanea

Akanea

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Akanea

Akanea

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I realy like it!
I really do too, it's kinda how I feel all the time, utterly useless. I feel like I would do a favour to my family and the world if I disappeared, I have to be constantly distracted or this thoughts just invade my brain.
 
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LonelyKitten

LonelyKitten

Seeking one final escape
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I like how the end connects to the beginning "Once I'm an adult, I'll fly too!"
He did fly... in a different way than meant here. And he never became an adult.
 
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I like how the end connects to the beginning "Once I'm an adult, I'll fly too!"
He did fly... in a different way than meant here. And he never became an adult.
I think he had to become an adult mentally in the end, because he was denied a childhood by his mother and his disability.
"I want to be a pilot" "You can't".
"I want to play with them" "You can't".
"I want to write" "You can't".

i resonate so much with "I can't do anything, why am I even alive?"
 
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LonelyKitten

LonelyKitten

Seeking one final escape
Aug 13, 2023
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i resonate so much with "I can't do anything, why am I even alive?"
YEAH

All my life growing up, that's all I was told. I didn't even have any known disability or anything. Mainly just nobody around to teach me anything.
Yet I still need to be told at every single corner that I shouldn't do anything - that I can't do anything.
But if I bring up what amounts to "okay, if I can't do anything ever, then I'd rather die!", the response is anger, as if I was entirely and extremely unreasonable for wanting to exist and participate in the world.
 
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Is0lated

Is0lated

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May 29, 2023
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who made that I like it sm
 
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Akanea

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May 24, 2023
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YEAH

All my life growing up, that's all I was told. I didn't even have any known disability or anything. Mainly just nobody around to teach me anything.
Yet I still need to be told at every single corner that I shouldn't do anything - that I can't do anything.
But if I bring up what amounts to "okay, if I can't do anything ever, then I'd rather die!", the response is anger, as if I was entirely and extremely unreasonable for wanting to exist and participate in the world.
You were left to find your way alone, and a lot of people in that situation end up getting lost…

who made that I like it sm
An artist called Avogado6, he has a website with his art
another one of him IMG 0017 IMG 0018
 
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