Help A method that works even if I am found

[Rn110bg101]

I can't take this anymore. My mom is never out of the house so I can't ever drink SN, the only time she leaves me alone is nighttime but she's a light-sleeper so she'd wake up if I puked and would "save" me.

What is a method that I could do/take where there is no chance of saving even if I am found? I don't care how painful anymore, nothing is more painful than being alive. At this point I'd drink bleach but I heard you can survive it if help is fast enough.

 

[opiatedreamz]

you might have to research more yourself. whatever you choose, i hope it works for you. i don't think drinking bleach would be recommended, though. it's very painful and you will most likely feel like you're burning on the inside. it won't be peaceful or pleasant.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm sorry to hear you're so stressed, and people won't let you make your own choices. I can't mention anything specific, but if you read through forum posts enough you'll find some less than recommended but for sure things.

 

[Konjac]

I'm sorry you're not doing well. *hugs*

Drinking bleach is a bad idea- it likely won't kill you, but will hurt like hell and give you injuries, possibly even permanent ones. I can't think of any methods off the top of my head, but if you look through this you might find something that works for you.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[Homecoming]

I know it but sorry I can't tell you what it is because I don't wanna get banned (yet)!

 

[BLUE1970]

Are you allowed to leave the house or are you house arrest?

 

[Caspers]

Some recreational drugs can cause death, I was going to go by that method a while ago. I don't want to give you the full details, but if you search 'recreational drug overdose', you'll be able to find one that could work. Emphasis on could, some overdoses can cause a lot of damage if found or not taken correctly.

Alternatively you could start going on night walks and go a bit further each time. Could take months of increasing the length to be long enough, but it would make her less suspicious if you disappeared for a few hours.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Not gonna ngl, there's basically nothing. You can shoot yourself or jump from a high place, basically anything that kills instantly. Suicide methods all generally have to do a thing to your body to kill you, and if someone finds you and prevents the method from doing that thing you'll live. In general if someone can reach your body or the thing that is going to damage it they can probably try to stop you, and there isn't much you can do to work around that.

In short, if someone is likely to find you before the method is complete there is no way of making it reliable.

 

[Rn110bg101]

Are you allowed to leave the house or are you house arrest?

It's lockdown unfortunately so I can't just up and leave right now.

 

[Buffy5120]

I can't take this anymore. My mom is never out of the house so I can't ever drink SN, the only time she leaves me alone is nighttime but she's a light-sleeper so she'd wake up if I puked and would "save" me.

What is a method that I could do/take where there is no chance of saving even if I am found? I don't care how painful anymore, nothing is more painful than being alive. At this point I'd drink bleach but I heard you can survive it if help is fast enough.

Just save up and go to a motel

 

[TheGreatEscape]

Please do not drink bleach. I've mentioned this before but my GF is a nurse and one of her patients has been in the hospital for weeks on suicide watch being fed through a tube and in immense pain after this method. A relative has offered to donate internal organs to keep him alive.

 

[lonelyhouse]

I cannot stress this enough - do not drink bleach.

 

[Umbrellaterm]

Combine SN with OxyContin and they will kill you if they try to save you.

 

[StuFin]

Someone I used to work with years ago - his mother got up in the night, drunk drain cleaner, then went back to bed and said to her partner "I've done something silly".

In hospital she was in agony and crying to her son, the guy I worked with "I don't want to die".

She died after suffering tremendous pain for a couple of days.

Not a good idea to drink corrosive substances.

 

[Nymph]

Hanging should be fast enough I think

 

[SmellyRat]

I can't take this anymore. My mom is never out of the house so I can't ever drink SN, the only time she leaves me alone is nighttime but she's a light-sleeper so she'd wake up if I puked and would "save" me.

Same, i can't either since fucking family is there all the time i'm going crazy

 

[Rn110bg101]

Hanging should be fast enough I think

I can't hang because my carotid arteries are behind my adam's apple. No matter how I place the rope (or even what I use) there is no sweet spot at all.

 

[Nymph]

I can't hang because my carotid arteries are behind my adam's apple. No matter how I place the rope (or even what I use) there is no sweet spot at all.

Oh sorry to hear that :(

 

[Anxieyote]

I can't take this anymore. My mom is never out of the house so I can't ever drink SN, the only time she leaves me alone is nighttime but she's a light-sleeper so she'd wake up if I puked and would "save" me.

What is a method that I could do/take where there is no chance of saving even if I am found? I don't care how painful anymore, nothing is more painful than being alive. At this point I'd drink bleach but I heard you can survive it if help is fast enough.

Does she work from home? I can't imagine that she'd be there all the time.

Does she take any trips to see friends or family on weekends at all? That could be a good opportunity.

 

[Chiisai]

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Does she work from home? I can't imagine that she'd be there all the time.

Does she take any trips to see friends or family on weekends at all? That could be a good opportunity.

I think bleach is worse than SN as it will literally clump up melted tissue in your stomach. You might want to check the SN attempts documented here.