I really understand, it truly is the most horrific, dreadful reality where humans so cruelly impose this existence onto others yet do all they can to make it so others suffer for as long as possible, to me denying the option of Nembutal is the most horrific crime that just causes torture and suffering.
Nembutal needs to be an option so finally I can be at peace from the abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, there's just so much evil in anti-suicide, it's so sadistic how they want others to be tortured so much against their wishes imprisoning them in this existence, suicide prevention is just prolonging suffering, it's just making existence into imprisonment, all that anti-suicide does is just cause harm and suffering and I just always suffer so much from being trapped in this horrific reality so cruelly denied the option to never exist again, this existence truly is a mistake to me.
