Story A little bit of an introduction, I suppose.

[AkaRed]

Super confused how to go about this, so I guess I'm going to ramble a little.
Hi! New to this site, but really interested in becoming apart of the community. Sure, it's against the will of my family and friends- but fuck it, I want to die eventually.
I don't think I'm far gone yet, not enough to CTB- but the thoughts are there. It's intense, overwhelming and I fucking hate everything therapists have thrown at me to do with anything even slightly suicidal. Pills, "go outside", whatever else. So I'm here instead, hoping to find some like-minded individuals who can discuss CTB topics without shutting me down because it's too much.
I know that this place has a lot of people that are hurting, and I wish anyone well on the path they choose. Hope I can get to know some of you though before you make your decisions, or before I make mine.

My name is Red.
I'm 19.
A bit depressed ("a bit", sure.)
I love dogs
A bit of a shut in gamer at times
And an absolute VR Enthusiast ^^

Nice to meet you. <3

 

[pepperminttea]

Nice to meet you, Red. Hope you find this little corner of the internet a safe space <3
(ps, what's your favourite breed of dog?)

 

[AkaRed]

Nice to meet you, Red. Hope you find this little corner of the internet a safe space <3
(ps, what's your favourite breed of dog?)

Nice to meet you! Got a couple favourite breeds, it kind of switches- but right now? Border Collie for sure. ^^

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best and I hope that you find what you are looking for on here.

 

[endless_pain]

Nice to meet you, hope it will be your safe place where you can open yourself without feeling judged here

 

[hodbu]

Super confused how to go about this, so I guess I'm going to ramble a little.
Hi! New to this site, but really interested in becoming apart of the community. Sure, it's against the will of my family and friends- but fuck it, I want to die eventually.
I don't think I'm far gone yet, not enough to CTB- but the thoughts are there. It's intense, overwhelming and I fucking hate everything therapists have thrown at me to do with anything even slightly suicidal. Pills, "go outside", whatever else. So I'm here instead, hoping to find some like-minded individuals who can discuss CTB topics without shutting me down because it's too much.
I know that this place has a lot of people that are hurting, and I wish anyone well on the path they choose. Hope I can get to know some of you though before you make your decisions, or before I make mine.

My name is Red.
I'm 19.
A bit depressed ("a bit", sure.)
I love dogs
A bit of a shut in gamer at times
And an absolute VR Enthusiast ^^

Nice to meet you. <3

Hello Red! I have felt the same way, though a stronger desire to leave this year because I'm just so tired of my life. And even if it's not this year I want to choose to die fully on my own terms, without pain.

I'm a manga enthusiast and sometimes gamer - mostly Japanese RPGs, so it's nice to meet you here.

 

[epic]

Super confused how to go about this, so I guess I'm going to ramble a little.
Hi! New to this site, but really interested in becoming apart of the community. Sure, it's against the will of my family and friends- but fuck it, I want to die eventually.
I don't think I'm far gone yet, not enough to CTB- but the thoughts are there. It's intense, overwhelming and I fucking hate everything therapists have thrown at me to do with anything even slightly suicidal. Pills, "go outside", whatever else. So I'm here instead, hoping to find some like-minded individuals who can discuss CTB topics without shutting me down because it's too much.
I know that this place has a lot of people that are hurting, and I wish anyone well on the path they choose. Hope I can get to know some of you though before you make your decisions, or before I make mine.

My name is Red.
I'm 19.
A bit depressed ("a bit", sure.)
I love dogs
A bit of a shut in gamer at times
And an absolute VR Enthusiast ^^

Nice to meet you. <3

Nice to meet you red .
Sorry about the situation regarding your mental illness and your therapists .
You are not alone. If this forum were a country, depression would be the most common name of it's citizens lol.

What games do you like to play ?