nihilisticmystics
i can’t fit my hand inside a pringles can
- Apr 24, 2025
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1. i want to say thank you to my mother, she passed when i was eight years old but throughout the short time my siblings & i had with her, she taught me to be the best person i could be. she also taught me really good music taste; system of a down, korn, britney spears, the smashing pumpkins, etc. i don't think i will see her when i die, because i don't really believe in an afterlife, and it's strange knowing that i only got to know her for 8 years and i'll never see her again. she was in our lives and then she wasn't and that's it. but who knows, maybe i will get to see her. i love and miss her very much
2. melanie martinez. funnily enough, i actually DID get to tell her thank you, because i met her when i was 11. i watched her on the voice in 2012 and i listened to her first album when it came out. i guess you could say i'm an OG fan. i don't like the person she is becoming now, but at one point she was my hero, my idol for YEARS. i want to say thank you to her because she helped me find my sense of self and style, and i wrote music for a few years that nobody will ever hear. i miss the person that she was, but it's okay. people change, things change, and i am really happy for her success. she is coming out with two albums in 2026. i will be dead.
3. danny duncan, my favorite youtuber ever. i'm actually watching him rn as im typing this and getting ready for a christmas party. i've been watching him since i was 13 years old and i have a lot of good memories with people i'll never talk to again that has danny duncan involved. i have his OG merch and i would do anything to meet him. he's probably the only youtuber that actually makes me smile and audibly laugh. if you guys like stunts/comedy/etc, check him out. he's a great guy. >> https://youtube.com/@danny?si=aE9fi5RPixSlCNrq
4. lofe, it's kind of the same for danny duncan. really funny, amazing guy who makes everyone laugh. but one thing in particular i appreciate about him is he is very open with his suicidal thoughts and mental health. it hits closer to home when people you look up to go through the same things as you. i wish i could meet him and tell him how much of an impact he has had on people including me. https://youtube.com/@lofe?si=-ifl4HCuBkjxC9s_
5. thank you to all waffle house employees, i can't count the amount of times i would have a breakdown in the middle of the night and about to ctb and then going to waffle house instead with nice people and nice food. i remember before i cut my grandparents off, my grandpa would take my siblings and i to waffle house before school on fridays. that was before things went bad
6. my dad- i'm a really shitty daughter and i dont know how my dad still put up with me or how he still loves me. i don't have a lot to say but i love him very much even if i don't tell him. we are so distant that when we see each other we don't hug. we havent hugged in years. i see him today for a christmas party. i hope he hugs me
thank you to all of my friends, off and on this website. i'm not ctb today lmao, i just felt like writing this out. i had more to say but i'm in a rush. i just have some thoughts i needed to get out
2. melanie martinez. funnily enough, i actually DID get to tell her thank you, because i met her when i was 11. i watched her on the voice in 2012 and i listened to her first album when it came out. i guess you could say i'm an OG fan. i don't like the person she is becoming now, but at one point she was my hero, my idol for YEARS. i want to say thank you to her because she helped me find my sense of self and style, and i wrote music for a few years that nobody will ever hear. i miss the person that she was, but it's okay. people change, things change, and i am really happy for her success. she is coming out with two albums in 2026. i will be dead.
3. danny duncan, my favorite youtuber ever. i'm actually watching him rn as im typing this and getting ready for a christmas party. i've been watching him since i was 13 years old and i have a lot of good memories with people i'll never talk to again that has danny duncan involved. i have his OG merch and i would do anything to meet him. he's probably the only youtuber that actually makes me smile and audibly laugh. if you guys like stunts/comedy/etc, check him out. he's a great guy. >> https://youtube.com/@danny?si=aE9fi5RPixSlCNrq
4. lofe, it's kind of the same for danny duncan. really funny, amazing guy who makes everyone laugh. but one thing in particular i appreciate about him is he is very open with his suicidal thoughts and mental health. it hits closer to home when people you look up to go through the same things as you. i wish i could meet him and tell him how much of an impact he has had on people including me. https://youtube.com/@lofe?si=-ifl4HCuBkjxC9s_
5. thank you to all waffle house employees, i can't count the amount of times i would have a breakdown in the middle of the night and about to ctb and then going to waffle house instead with nice people and nice food. i remember before i cut my grandparents off, my grandpa would take my siblings and i to waffle house before school on fridays. that was before things went bad
6. my dad- i'm a really shitty daughter and i dont know how my dad still put up with me or how he still loves me. i don't have a lot to say but i love him very much even if i don't tell him. we are so distant that when we see each other we don't hug. we havent hugged in years. i see him today for a christmas party. i hope he hugs me
thank you to all of my friends, off and on this website. i'm not ctb today lmao, i just felt like writing this out. i had more to say but i'm in a rush. i just have some thoughts i needed to get out
