Bulletwbttrflywings
My soul is awakened... and I’m f*cked
- May 29, 2019
- 244
I found myself here, in the land of "in between." A safe space but also a very lonely place, if I could be honest.
I know my time here is limited, but it feels so expansive... I'd like to end it now, but I know I gotta keep holding on...
Like a rat to the cheese on the mousetrap, it's not ending it but it's making it easier... suffocation allows different thoughts to move, and perspectives to change.
So I sit here, drinking my poison, wishing for an end... but I'm stuck here... thinking of better days. Days of pure happiness, without scrutiny. Days where joy felt like normalcy.
I sit here wishing, waiting, hoping it will be...
Better. For me and the rest of these.... people.
Please add more, as I have nothing else to say....
I know my time here is limited, but it feels so expansive... I'd like to end it now, but I know I gotta keep holding on...
Like a rat to the cheese on the mousetrap, it's not ending it but it's making it easier... suffocation allows different thoughts to move, and perspectives to change.
So I sit here, drinking my poison, wishing for an end... but I'm stuck here... thinking of better days. Days of pure happiness, without scrutiny. Days where joy felt like normalcy.
I sit here wishing, waiting, hoping it will be...
Better. For me and the rest of these.... people.
Please add more, as I have nothing else to say....