Now_And_Then
If I am no good , then let me out
- Jun 30, 2019
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I am a member of a Twitter Star Wars community and had been following a mixed race girl ( Not sure how old she is , but she is at least mid 30's } and she had been following me since around May 2018
Up until last year , we would always be communicating in threads and I would often tag her in threads of my own . She is very friendly and in no way arrogant or nasty . I had started to like her quite a lot in a really innocent way . I think she is married , so it was in no way any thing romantic as such
Last year { February 2019 } I sent her a long message in P M telling her how much I admired her personality , but told her it was only in a friendly way . There was absolutely nothing romantic or having any hint of hitting on her in the message . I know that it was random and odd in the way I did that , but she seemed to take it fine and told me "no worries " when I apologised . I never private messaged her after that about the sub ject and for a while , she still responded to my comments on her posts and liked my posts I tagged her in . Last Christmas { December 2019 } , I tagged her in a happy Christmas post and she responded to that too
But on New Years , she ignored my Happy New Year post when I tagged her and when I asked her in Private Message if I had done any thing wrong , she responded " No , not at all " that she just did not see my post . I left it at that and up until today , had not sent her a private message since , not have I commented on her posts hardly . I did not want to look like a creep
I continued to tag her along with other people in threads I created , but since January , she has never liked or responded to them . But I have not asked her why or sent her any private message . She has no reason to have any hostility to me
Today , after I tagged her in a post about 4 hours ago , she un-followed me . The reason I think it is strange is that since my first long private message { February 2019 } to her last year telling her how much I admired her .... the decline in communicating with me went down slowly .... like she at first still responded to me when I commented on her posts , { and I did not often comment on her posts after that P M } .... and she also liked some of my posts where I tagged her .... she then told me there was no problem when I asked her THE ONCE about the New Year post and why she ignored it .... I never messaged her since that .... she then stops responding to my comments on her posts and only likes them .... but stops liking the posts I tag her in . She then finally un-follows me today after tagging her in a Star Wars post
I also have not posted any thing in my time line that would cause any hostility
I have hardly communited with her since that first private message in February 2019
It was not like I harassed her in any way
After recent thoughts and issues , I just feel weird and have a hunch that life is trying to tell me some thing that is not good about my self or my life
Up until last year , we would always be communicating in threads and I would often tag her in threads of my own . She is very friendly and in no way arrogant or nasty . I had started to like her quite a lot in a really innocent way . I think she is married , so it was in no way any thing romantic as such
Last year { February 2019 } I sent her a long message in P M telling her how much I admired her personality , but told her it was only in a friendly way . There was absolutely nothing romantic or having any hint of hitting on her in the message . I know that it was random and odd in the way I did that , but she seemed to take it fine and told me "no worries " when I apologised . I never private messaged her after that about the sub ject and for a while , she still responded to my comments on her posts and liked my posts I tagged her in . Last Christmas { December 2019 } , I tagged her in a happy Christmas post and she responded to that too
But on New Years , she ignored my Happy New Year post when I tagged her and when I asked her in Private Message if I had done any thing wrong , she responded " No , not at all " that she just did not see my post . I left it at that and up until today , had not sent her a private message since , not have I commented on her posts hardly . I did not want to look like a creep
I continued to tag her along with other people in threads I created , but since January , she has never liked or responded to them . But I have not asked her why or sent her any private message . She has no reason to have any hostility to me
Today , after I tagged her in a post about 4 hours ago , she un-followed me . The reason I think it is strange is that since my first long private message { February 2019 } to her last year telling her how much I admired her .... the decline in communicating with me went down slowly .... like she at first still responded to me when I commented on her posts , { and I did not often comment on her posts after that P M } .... and she also liked some of my posts where I tagged her .... she then told me there was no problem when I asked her THE ONCE about the New Year post and why she ignored it .... I never messaged her since that .... she then stops responding to my comments on her posts and only likes them .... but stops liking the posts I tag her in . She then finally un-follows me today after tagging her in a Star Wars post
I also have not posted any thing in my time line that would cause any hostility
I have hardly communited with her since that first private message in February 2019
It was not like I harassed her in any way
After recent thoughts and issues , I just feel weird and have a hunch that life is trying to tell me some thing that is not good about my self or my life
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