Now_And_Then
If I am no good , then let me out
- Jun 30, 2019
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Today , I went to an Internet cafe in the area across the river from where I live . It is called Waterloo , in London , and I actually grew up in the street near there and also went to a school called St George's Cathedral Primary School in that area almost 30 years ago
A s I went to pay for my use of their computer , there was a girl standing next to the cashier , who I assume is her boy friend . She came up to me , looked at her boy friend , then turned back to me and said " Okay , tell me if I am right .... your first name is M***** and your second name is D***** " . Even though she was right , I quickly thought fast and said " no , my name is Jonathan Spencer " she paused , looked a bit shocked and said " Are you sure ? You look JUST like" M***** D***** " Her boy friend looked at her , laughed and said " I told you , you would be wrong "
She last saw me nearly 30 years ago !! How the FUCK did she remember me ?
The reason I did this is that I want my memory to be erased from every ones minds . Completely erased . I wasn't a popular kid in school , being a shy kid , misunderstood , I want to be forgotton and pretend the whole thing didn't exist . The same thing goes for every thing else too
I was very polite about it all , and said I am sure and know what my name is. I asked her where she knew this other boy from ( even though that is me , but I want to be forgotton ) . She said to me St George's Cathedral Primary School . I told her I have never heard of that school ( I went there for nearly 8 years ) , I then told her I went to Archbishops Sumner's Primary School , then moved to St Francis when I moved house ( I have never set foot in either , one is my friend's old school and the other is a school that was opposite another school of mine )
She seemed convinced it was me , but then accepted that it wasn't . She still looked puzzled
I know this seems silly , but I want to be erased from every ones minds . I want to get out of here and be gone
So she met Jonathan Spencer in her mind now and was mistaken
Thank you for reading
A s I went to pay for my use of their computer , there was a girl standing next to the cashier , who I assume is her boy friend . She came up to me , looked at her boy friend , then turned back to me and said " Okay , tell me if I am right .... your first name is M***** and your second name is D***** " . Even though she was right , I quickly thought fast and said " no , my name is Jonathan Spencer " she paused , looked a bit shocked and said " Are you sure ? You look JUST like" M***** D***** " Her boy friend looked at her , laughed and said " I told you , you would be wrong "
She last saw me nearly 30 years ago !! How the FUCK did she remember me ?
The reason I did this is that I want my memory to be erased from every ones minds . Completely erased . I wasn't a popular kid in school , being a shy kid , misunderstood , I want to be forgotton and pretend the whole thing didn't exist . The same thing goes for every thing else too
I was very polite about it all , and said I am sure and know what my name is. I asked her where she knew this other boy from ( even though that is me , but I want to be forgotton ) . She said to me St George's Cathedral Primary School . I told her I have never heard of that school ( I went there for nearly 8 years ) , I then told her I went to Archbishops Sumner's Primary School , then moved to St Francis when I moved house ( I have never set foot in either , one is my friend's old school and the other is a school that was opposite another school of mine )
She seemed convinced it was me , but then accepted that it wasn't . She still looked puzzled
I know this seems silly , but I want to be erased from every ones minds . I want to get out of here and be gone
So she met Jonathan Spencer in her mind now and was mistaken
Thank you for reading
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