Suggest you use the Search feature, there have been countless threads about how to get/acquire AEs on here in the past. The easiest way if you want to avoid an online pharmacy is just to get them prescribed to you, also many conversations here about how people did that successfully. That is probably the best thing to do as no one is going to give you a source directly. But you should find the answer you are looking for with a little bit of time and research. There are plenty of legitimate offshore pharmacies that provide it without a rx and just more expensive (esp due to shipping) and take more time to arrive. It can be done if that's truly what you want!
Hope you find everything you are looking for and get peace & serenity.