A date for ctb and letters...

[BACONF]

I hope the title dosen't seem confusing

Im almost ready to ctb. I've planning my method(s) and how to execute them perfectly. I've also been reenforcing the tube where Im planning to hang my self. But Im still uncertain which date I should choose.

• Two days before Cristhmas
• New Years Eve

So which date its better to ctb ? Also I want to know which one has more impact so I avoid giving to much grief to the people around me.I whish I could stop giving problems to all the people I care; my friends, my teachers, my sister, my father. But Ive just become a lazy piece of shit and a husk of my former self. Too tired

Also whats better a long letter or just a short one...? I curse my self for beign so dramatic.

 

[[NoName]]

Killing yourself around the holidays will end up tainting them. There's no way around that.

The site below may help with your note.

https://archive.ashspace.org/ashbusstop.org/Note.html