They knew where I ordered and what I ordered. I was so startled that I spoke the truth. I could not lie. I dont have it in me. So I lost my SN. The Canadian authorities reported to the dutch police. So this can happen. Be aware.
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Vizzy
DEAD
- May 6, 2023
- 1,865
Why did you give your sn because it is not a narcotics so they can't get it from you
Is this your first time interaction with police your entire life ?
Yes! Pretty much. Never had a fine or any of the sort. Im very vulnerable. I have 7 psychiatric disorders. I was no match. I just came out of therapy when they knocked on my door. I did not have it together. They said they had to confiscate it.SN is a shitty way to go anyway. The suicide counselors in the Netherlands advise against it. It is not a humane death
Myforevercharlie
Guilt and Regret
- Feb 13, 2020
- 3,241
Because there are many rules and regulations.
My brother tried. Wasn't sick enough they said.
Well ..he showed them..
I am. The procedure takes 3 years at least
Vizzy
DEAD
- May 6, 2023
- 1,865
Because assisted suicide will not be granted to everyone, there are rules
Sorry it happened to you , you can get sn again from other sources
Sorry you lost the SN--I respectfully just told the cops that I was doing better than last June, and they left without taking any of my Nitrogen setup
Valky
Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
- Apr 4, 2023
- 1,351
First of all, I am so sorry. Don't blame yourself for handing it to them, it's okay, it is scary when someone comes knocking on your door like you just committed a crime.
Second of all, to be fair, of course they would say it is a bad and inhumane way to go out. Any suicide method is to them.
And lastly, that really is terrible. 3 years??? :(
I am so sorry Charlie :( That is horrible
Could you link me to anything or point me in the direction for evidence to this claim. I understand there is some discomfort to sn but I feel like it must be somewhat humane relative to just about any other accessible method.
Also, sorry this happened to you. It sucks to have cops show up at your door for you when you have committed no crime.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,257
It's really horrible what those people have been doing, they are just creating more suffering, it's inhumane to deny people ways to reliably die.
And SN doesn't even sound that awful to me, just unpleasant and preferable to a lot of the other methods because many other methods are way more risky, but if you are able to get assisted suicide then you are fortunate, but still it's cruel that it would take 3 years. Suicide should always be viewed as a human right no matter what, it shouldn't be this difficult to just exit this world in peace and finally escape from all torment.
SilentSadness
In somewhere else
- Feb 28, 2023
- 1,543
That's horrific that that happened to you, it's so terrible that the police terrorise and steal from innocent people and are rewarded for their efforts. It only proves further that this world is not worth living in, as they have to use treacherous methods to deprive people of their right to escape this mess.
Azora
Member
- Apr 13, 2023
- 83
Not.Flugel
✨Invaild Pharmacy Student✨
- May 7, 2023
- 93
Sorry, but most people have no actual idea what SN does. I find it inherently funny, that the only credible source for such deaths, the PPH, is often overlooked in favour of random bs that is posted on the forum or heard elsewhere. They observed around twenty suicides with SN (all of them were described as peaceful), the biggest error margin will always remain humane. Not storing it correctly, not taking enough or too much, not fasting or not even wanting to die but rather want help.
I only have articles in dutch!
I cant Im sorry. I found a few articles in dutch but I cant find them again.
WaitingToGo
Experienced
- Feb 18, 2023
- 233
Sorry they took it off you. I'm in the Netherlands too and they told me the same thing about the waiting list for euthanasia. I've given up waiting for that. When I'm ready I'll do it myself.
It's okay, thanks for looking anyways.
Yeah, I figured it wasn't really something to trust. I was more so curious to hear what they asserted just for the sake of reading it lol.Last edited:
Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
- 1,873
Declining to answer questions is the best strategy, not talking to them. However, as others have said, it's understandable that you caved in to their bullying/intimidation tactics, I have made that mistake before too, and had to learn the hard way. I'm not trying to blame you I'm just saying.
Obliviate
Abandon All Hope
- Aug 13, 2022
- 1,004
They will ofcourse say that to scare people to not committing CTB but alot of people have successfully CTBed from it. Most are relatively peaceful with mild discomforts.
WaffleWoman
Ready to sleep
- May 16, 2023
- 179
They found it humane enough for wild boars, that's good enough for me!
Dawns
Student
- Apr 5, 2023
- 124
squirley
: )
- May 6, 2023
- 580
I'm trying to piece this together.
I don't want to make the same mistakes.
Unfortunate.
The Canadian police.
So is it safe to assume you ordered it from a candian source.?
(I don't want to post the initials here.)
(Of what I think it might be)
When did you place this order?
What was the amount ?
How long did you have it for?
(Before they came)
Is it connected to the person that got arrested?
(Canadian)
If so... does this mean your ordered it in your
Full government name.?
Full HOME address? Or Business address?
Are they aware you are on this site ?
Sucks that this happened.
I'm just trying to figure out the contact between
Candian and Dutch police and why you would be singled out.
And yes next time if they don't have a search warrant say you don't know what they are talking about and you didn't order anything.Last edited:
Eternal Sleep!
Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
- May 13, 2023
- 145
As far as I know nemtubal (pentobarbital sodium) is better than sodium nitrite, it's directly the chemical used in euthanasia, but finding a way to order it is risky since there're a lot of scammers there...
I searched for it but didn't find yet, hopefully I can find one day a nembutal or sn.
B4mbi
Melly
- Nov 11, 2022
- 77
squirley
: )
- May 6, 2023
- 580
Never Alive
Death is like the wind, always by my side
- Nov 22, 2022
- 125
Nangijala
Life's a party and I am the piñata
- Jul 25, 2022
- 33
They tried to get my SN as well. Can't post too many details but it was quite a stressful experience. Every time I hear a car stop around my house I worry they are here again.Similar threads
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