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Laststop

Laststop

Experienced
Jul 9, 2019
243
I know everyone wants to stay cryptic to keep thinks on the DL. But ask about A and N on this site, and everyone is like, "check the megathread!" Then you go look and the one set of instructions needed seem to be buried in a huge amount of useless posts somewhere.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
What's DL?. Just curiosity. Thanks in advance.

No, there is not set of instructions. Here all is natural and intuitive like life is. Nobody needs sets.
The instructions are in your heart.
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I know everyone wants to stay cryptic to keep thinks on the DL. But ask about A and N on this site, and everyone is like, "check the megathread!" Then you go look and the one set of instructions needed seem to be buried in a huge amount of useless posts somewhere.

The situation with A is up in the air right now, and that's part of why the forum is a bit on edge these days. Normally the instructions are in the Painful Pill Handbook. You'll find that in the List of Resources near the top of the forum. But it's probably wiser not to follow those instructions right now. Wait for a sign that the coast is clear.

I'm sorry it's like that, but that's the best I can offer.

The other megathreads normally have the most important bits on the first couple of pages. That one was always a bit weird.
 
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Laststop

Laststop

Experienced
Jul 9, 2019
243
What's DL?. Just curiosity. Thanks in advance.

No, there is not set of instructions. Here all is natural and intuitive like life is. Nobody needs sets.
The instructions are in your heart.
Down Low. And the exact instructions on how to obtain N from A is not in my heart...that I know of. But I like your outlook.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Down Low. And the exact instructions on how to obtain N from A is not in my heart...that I know of. But I like your outlook.

Thanks.Down low...... like a secret. Mysterious.

Go to guide and from there..........is easy, simple, open wide. A snap.

Down low there is nothing.
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Thanks.Down low...... like a secret. Mysterious.

Go to guide and from there..........is easy, simple, open wide. A snap.

Down low there is nothing.

@calendula: You're weird. :ahhha:
As somebody's sweet lord said: The weirdos shall always be with us - and where would we be without them
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
@calendula: You're weird. :ahhha:
As somebody's sweet lord said: The weirdos shall always be with us - and where would we be without them

I am one more between dealers, junkies, loonies, amateurs suicidal.............. just one guy more.

About DL, I had not fucking idea what means, in the word reference there was some meanings. I had to choose one.

Last day I used screw up and the guy was pissed off to me. Screw up instead fail or failure.

Do you think I should to use wacko?. Sounds bad?.

C'est la vie.
 
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Etherealdignity333

Ad Astra
Jul 21, 2019
172
I am digging the look in your heart Tarzan stuff related to CTB. Too good.

Method: Going full Aztec. tearing out and offering my still-beating heart to Quetzalcoatl.

I wish the law of attraction worked on bottles of N and I could just manifest them.
 
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