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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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So, of course, a bad day, and of course nobody called or texted like they used to, maybe can't blame them, who wants to communicate with a depressed person---Didn't know what to do today so I Cleaned our whole place top to bottom, plus her empty bedroom and bathroom, at one point into it felt a little weak---She was always so neat and fastidious herself, so I became the same also after awhile, she always appreciated things and took care of things no matter how mundane they were... all is looking quite nice now.....was thinking how impressed the police would be with the neatness of the place if I CTB'D tonight and they came in a few days later.......but not the time just yet
 
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This life really is so cruel and I'm sorry for what you are going through. I cannot imagine how hard it must be. I hope that you find relief from your suffering.
 

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