Venting :/

[Leech]

People manage to die so easily. Hundreds of thousands every day. But somehow I keep losing the lottery.

My bestfriend won it without even knowing he was in it. Gone is a second without even trying. An accident. Why was it so easy for him, but impossible for me?

This is the most ready I've felt in a long time. I realize I don't belong here. I'm like a robot, incapable of connecting to others. Hard and unengaging. My development team stopped working on me. I'm doomed without an update. Destined to be forgotten. I'm what was once a hope for the future being left in the past.

 

[Peachycherry]

I'm sorry about your bestfriend. This unfairness of the universe is why I don't believe in an all knowing God. Why take innocent humans living their lives to the fullest, and then leave behind all the ones who can't enjoy life in any way, and force them to use painful methods to end their lives? It's what I call a "cruel cosmic joke".