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darknesswithin1

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Feb 19, 2025
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I have real every single post attached to the method of apricot kernels (Amygdalin (?) and seeds).
Even Chat gpt has provided info on How the method Works - quick but painful (approx 20 min tops)
Due to the country i live in, every other method is higly restricted (no SN, N or medicine because strict import ruled and etc). I have tried partial hanging but SI keeps kicking in. Full Also, but SI. Stabbed myself in the leg to test How strong SI is here, spoiler big SI. So thats How i landed on apricot kernels.

My thoughts:
1 kg bitter kernels, grinded up and mixed in smoothie. Ingest on an empty stomach before bed.
I will also ingest melatonin (no chance of overdose on this one, just to try to milden the Symptoms some)

According to Chat gpt a woman 70 kg would need approx 70-140 mg Cyanide. 1 kg kernels will be an over kill and speed up the process (60 g)

Any thoughts? (Be sides painfulness, no need to comment, already read and know)
Anyone?
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SchrodingerIsDed

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Feb 17, 2025
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I think sn is probably a better route. I think the PPH also ranks sn as better overall. To ingest that many kernels would be difficult, too. And there's no guarantee your body would actually successfully extract the cy from the kernels sufficiently to absorb all of the dosage. That's a lot of fiber, for instance. If you could actually chemically extract it and test the end result that would be way better.

There's too many unknown variables with body absorption, imo. And the discomfort of ingesting that many nuts.

Idk. Maybe could work but seems unlikely.
 
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darknesswithin1

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I think sn is probably a better route. I think the PPH also ranks sn as better overall. To ingest that many kernels would be difficult, too. And there's no guarantee your body would actually successfully extract the cy from the kernels sufficiently to absorb all of the dosage. That's a lot of fiber, for instance. If you could actually chemically extract it and test the end result that would be way better.

There's too many unknown variables with body absorption, imo. And the discomfort of ingesting that many nuts.

Idk. Maybe could work but seems unlikely.
I understand it is risky, but in Skandinavia we have close to zero chance of importing SN, se have heavy controlls. If caught in import i would be prosecuted and be Even further down the spiral…
 
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Praestat_Mori

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There's potential vomiting with that amount of seeds even though mixed as smoothie.

If you intend to use cyanide there are guides how to make it at home. That's far more effective than an attempt with seeds.
 
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SchrodingerIsDed

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Oh. Whoops. I messed up with my previous comment. sorry mods.

Okay well as for this method I don't think it is viable.
 
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