Venting 5 months where everything went wrong

[whybother2002]

I've been clinically depressed for more than 4 years now. I know, it's relatively a short period of time compared to other people here. But starting from August, everything that could possibly go wrong, did. I lost all my will to live, lost all the passion for my hobbies. And now I gotta live through this painful christmas, because my parents wouldn't let me off myself. Of course, what parents would? Maybe I expected the plan to work and no one to notice, but it's just another thing to go wrong. A few months ago I was a depressed man, but with a bit of hope and dreams. Merry christmas, everybody. It sucks that we've all met under the circumstance of hating life.