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hybridtheory

hybridtheory

kels
Jun 22, 2019
487
does anyone else get super fascinated about suicide?
like looking at videos or pictures or just hearing about it/reading about it intrigues me
and makes me excited.

does that sound weird?

sorry if this is super odd
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Well, I just take it as it is. There is nothing too fascinating for me, I just want everything to end. In calm and silent state of mind.
 
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glittergore

glittergore

the sea, the sea
Jun 16, 2020
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I do the same thing. I always heavily research any celebrity suicides I hear about, read academic articles in the field of suicidology, watch all the documentaries I can about the subject. It's oddly invigorating.
 
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I am ready

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Jul 16, 2020
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does anyone else get super fascinated about suicide?
like looking at videos or pictures or just hearing about it/reading about it intrigues me
and makes me excited.

does that sound weird?

sorry if this is super odd
It does not sound weird. Does looking at pictures or videos influence how you want ctb?
 
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Isadeth

Isadeth

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Jun 12, 2020
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I don't find it weird. Death, in general, is a natural curiosity to most, I believe. It personally calms my anxiety when reading about it in depth.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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I also like to watch such things and imagine it's me
 
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autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
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does anyone else get super fascinated about suicide?
like looking at videos or pictures or just hearing about it/reading about it intrigues me
and makes me excited.

does that sound weird?

sorry if this is super odd

FYI, it's always useful to give your thread a meaningful subject line. You may still be able to edit it if you are within the permitted time limit to do so.
 
hybridtheory

hybridtheory

kels
Jun 22, 2019
487
FYI, it's always useful to give your thread a meaningful subject line. You may still be able to edit it if you are within the permitted time limit to do so.
no thanks.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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I'm fascinated by suicidal artists. Kurt Cobain and Chris Cornell are my favs. They made good music
 
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