whoever tells you you shouldnt take 400ug LSD you should find them and lock them in your basement and string them up and shine a flashlight to their face and make them asnwer WHY you shouldnt take 400ug LSD
I'm surprised you can even type all of this while on LSD. I remember years ago (Yahoo chat era) I was on LSD and I tried going into a chat room and could not type at all. Really couldn't even concentrate on the screen either.
this is mostly me recollecting shit i just ekperienced
coming off the peak rn
but im still currently residing in an effortless non-dual state
I think the key is just completre self surrender- and complete willingness to seek out and enlighten and make love to alll your biggest fears
I was bugging out and doing alkl kinds of crazy shit that if any sober person saw me theyd think i was seizuring but i reallyt felt like i was evolving into something non-human and alien
which is of course a name for the same thing - human and alien - the familiar and unfamiliar
basically you have to realise you are sovereign and completely responsible for everthing, yyou
you cant give up your sovereignty out of self-doubt, or fear or apprehension or that you wont be fully loved
you have to completely surrender to your own intuition and realise you are your own self illuminating guiding light throughout all of creation
in other words you are God! YES! I know im not allowed to say that because its taboo for some reason but you are!
that tabooness feelign you get from it is just fear, because if you had to confront yourself as God youd have to reckon yourself with all of creation and your chosen way to associate it from this point, and that you are basicallty responsible
your inherent revulsion to be being told you are God is because you cant handle your own power! and your complete and utter responsibility to your own creation!
im trying to communicate all this to you right now, because really its just me speaking to myself, and I desperately want to preserve myself in this non-dual mystical state im in! but its likely completely reliant on drug inducisis so ill return to baseline consciousness soon enough, in which case all of this will cease to be, if i choose it to!
I reckon complete suicide would result in the biggest ekplosion of love ive ever ekperienced
and it would cause the nekst big bang
(my eks key is broken)
consciousness really is just so seamlessly beautiful
literally everything is a metaphor for everything
there is no difference between anything
any imagined difference will eventually have to be reckoned with until it perceives its own indiffference ad infinitum
it was terrifing
to see all the hundreds of bugs emerging from the tree bark my hand was resting on
and the sudden felt revulsion from it
and realising that revolusion was love itself, for it completely forgoes itself to ekperience a new part of itself (me forgoing my humanness to ekperience insect-ness) thus alowing that facet of eksistence to live by itself for itself and realising that is love manifest and you can percieve all suffering and pain as a manifesting of mlllions of wills that you cant choose with one to be loyal to which results in this feeling of hell
YOU ARE IMMORTAL
IVE realised immortality
anything i do or say after this LSD trip will just go on as a testimony to the undenible truth of my own immortalility
YOU CANNOT DIE
EVERYTHING IS ALIVE
to view something as not alive is just a reflction of your own lack of love, creativity, and commitment to whatever you perceive to not have life
it reallyt all has life
a rock has life, intelligence! it all is alive!
in fact death is comforting in a way, just a lazuy mental cop-out, just a lazy huzzy muzzy buzz, thats all death is, an enigma that cna neevr be caught because it does not esksist! it literally can neevr be ekperienced in the present, death can never be currwently ekperienced
unless of course your defintion of death is a state of transition, in which case yes death is a thing
