Sad_Autistic_boy_101
When I die, you'll love me.
- Nov 19, 2019
- 453
Hello Everyone!
A few people on here have noticed that I have disappeared from this website for the past week and have messaged me about it.
The truth is I lost my support and so I've been laying in bed mainly, lost and unsure what to do.
My social worker is a complete Bellend and not sure what he is actually doing. I have an interview to see if I'm eligible for funding to an Autism specialist place but to be honest I'm tired of it. I'm tired of masking who I am and fighting for the support that I need. It's a never ending battle that I'm unfortunately going to lose.
So I've been putting my preparations into place and 25th July seems like a good date to CTB. I haven't confirmed it as anything could change between now and 25th July so then I wouldn't CTB.
I'm giving life 18 days to show me if there is any hope. I hate being alive but my therapist gives me hope, then again I'm just wasting being alive as I'm not really living. Just purely existing for no reason.
Have a good day/ night folks
A few people on here have noticed that I have disappeared from this website for the past week and have messaged me about it.
The truth is I lost my support and so I've been laying in bed mainly, lost and unsure what to do.
My social worker is a complete Bellend and not sure what he is actually doing. I have an interview to see if I'm eligible for funding to an Autism specialist place but to be honest I'm tired of it. I'm tired of masking who I am and fighting for the support that I need. It's a never ending battle that I'm unfortunately going to lose.
So I've been putting my preparations into place and 25th July seems like a good date to CTB. I haven't confirmed it as anything could change between now and 25th July so then I wouldn't CTB.
I'm giving life 18 days to show me if there is any hope. I hate being alive but my therapist gives me hope, then again I'm just wasting being alive as I'm not really living. Just purely existing for no reason.
Have a good day/ night folks