R
rooster
New Member
- Mar 31, 2019
- 4
Ive planned many times before but I always hesitate because I know my mother would be broken by this, but mostly I am too numb to care, and my life is always hell because I am numb and I have no sexuality after taking SSRI. If there was an off switch I would flick it without hesitation, but everything seems so messy. I feel trapped between finality and a living nightmare.