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[70094066catidder]

Today I have chosen my method and I'm pretty happy with it!
I've spent the first hour of my birthday scouring these threads for the right method for me and now I believe I have it.

Currently my bus is scheduled for exactly one year today, well see how long that lasts.

I think I'm going to try and complete a sort of bucket list before I go because now that this site has given me the motivation :)

Let me know if there's anything you can think of that I should get done before I go

 

[jodes2]

I hope you have as good a birthday as you can! I'd highly suggest going raving on mdma as a bucket list item

 

[70094066catidder]

I hope you have as good a birthday as you can! I'd highly suggest going raving on mdma as a bucket list item

That's a good one! I was an addicted to mdma for a year and it nearly killed me back then and haven't done it since but this is definitely the time now the one thing that can make me feel

 

[necrolatry]

I don't know your circumstances and I guess on this forum this is a hard saying but I wish you a happy birthday regardless.

If I was 100% sure I would CTB I would probably do something stupid like hurt the ones who (emotionally) abused me, though I shouldn't point anyone in that direction.

 

[randy]

please share your bucket list!

 

[FuneralCry]

I always associated bucket lists with people who wanted to exist, rather than suicidal people who are planning to end their own existence. But anyway it must be a relief having a method that you feel confident in, at least to me existence could never be worth it and being conscious and aware just leads to suffering so if I made a list the only thing that I would write on it that I wish to do is to die. To me existence is a burden and a curse rather than something that is beneficial.

 

[Caoine01]

please share your bucket list!

Yes Thanks also for me.