Discussion 2026 really feels like the final year to me.

[zdeweilx]

Like when i try to imagine beyond it i go blank. I don't see anything.

Does anyone feel the same ?

2026 has to be it.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Spoiler

Holy shit that song has my name in it.

Yeah, I think it's called a sense of foreshortened future, at least that's what one of my therapists said to me like 3 years ago

 

[madameviolette]

Yes. I'll belong to the 27 club, except I'm not famous lol

 

[kuroshimi]

I even didn't think I would go so far and never saw my life beyond the school days. If you think about it, it's crazy that I made to the 2026 and currently on the way to getting degree at university.

I don't know if 2026 will be my last year, but there is a possibility that it will be.

 

[FuneralCry]

I need it to be, I always suffer so unbearably from how I'm not at true permanent peace from the torturous abomination of existence, to suffer in this existence is just always so terrible and dreadful to me and every second is torture to be conscious, non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel and futile that just causes endless amounts of suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

For me non-existence would be the positive solution to escape from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I find it so horrific how the suffering and torture of this dreadful existence can continue for decades longer, I wish I could just erase this existence.

 

[wishiwasalittlecool]

2026 is my year. Realistically, I'll be able to die by December if everything goes wrong, hopefully committing suicide in the upcoming summer. I feel like the months leading up are just my penance for the suffering I'll cause onto other people. I was telling a close friend this and they were saying how they'd be traumatized forever if I take my own life. I'll probably call that friend and say sorry.

 

[itsallogrenow]

I even didn't think I would go so far and never saw my life beyond the school days. If you think about it, it's crazy that I made to the 2026 and currently on the way to getting degree at university.

I don't know if 2026 will be my last year, but there is a possibility that it will be.

This is exactly how I feel.

I thought I'd have killed myself before finishing secondary school.

Then I thought I'd have killed myself before finish college.

Then I thought I'd have killed myself before finishing university.

Then it became I won't see 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29 and now I'll be 30 this year.

I am doing as much preparation and research to ensure I do not see 2027.

 

[PleaseForgetMe]

Yeah i've been some form of suicidal for about the last seven years, but this is the one year I genuinely can't see myself getting through

 

[Realog11]

Yes. I'll belong to the 27 club, except I'm not famous lol

same im also part of the 27 club now im gonna listen to juice wrld mac miller and watch Angus cloud

Spoiler

Holy shit that song has my name in it.

Yeah, I think it's called a sense of foreshortened future, at least that's what one of my therapists said to me like 3 years ago

What song