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sólstafir
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- Nov 1, 2018
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this was the shittiest year ever. I spent every day being suicidal haaaahaa.
How was your year?
How was your year?
First-half ok second half in a nose dive direction
Same herethis was the shittiest year ever. I spent every day being suicidal haaaahaa.
How was your year?
It's been the worst year of my life hands down lol! It's just been chaos and uncertainty. Complete meltdowns at least once a week.this was the shittiest year ever. I spent every day being suicidal haaaahaa.
How was your year?
It's been the worst year of my life hands down lol! It's just been chaos and uncertainty. Complete meltdowns at least once a week.
This exactly. Waking up is the most horrible thing ever. There is about one second of oblivion and then you suddenly remember everything. It is an awful, horrible, sick feeling.By far the worst year of my life. I spend my days in a haze of apathy, and most of my nights crying. My first thought when I wake up is usually, "make it stop, please, please, make it stop". I just don't want to do this anymore.
Every year is worst than the last, so unsurprisingly this was definitely the shittiest year yet. Oh, boy, I can't wait for next year! At the end of each year I can never imagine that things could get much worse, but they always manage to anyway. I'm just hoping that 2019 will be the year that I stop being a coward and finally ctb.this was the shittiest year ever. I spent every day being suicidal haaaahaa.
How was your year?
Bad. No day went without thinking of suicide.
But I semi-enjoyed the summer, because I replayed all my favorite video-games & played some new ones.
But this year still sucks.
It started probably about 2012-13 for me but honestly Idk I forget it just feels like it been 50 yearsIt's been shit like every year since 2014. New year, same crap.
You hit the nail on the head. Mornings are awful to me for this reason.This exactly. Waking up is the most horrible thing ever. There is about one second of oblivion and then you suddenly remember everything. It is an awful, horrible, sick feeling.
It's always been bad for me. It's just in 2014 my health deteriorated.It started probably about 2012-13 for me but honestly Idk I forget it just feels like it been 50 years
It's been the worst year of my life hands down lol! It's just been chaos and uncertainty. Complete meltdowns at least once a week.
Same!
This exactly. Waking up is the most horrible thing ever. There is about one second of oblivion and then you suddenly remember everything. It is an awful, horrible, sick feeling.
You hit the nail on the head. Mornings are awful to me for this reason.
I'm sorry about your healthIt's always been bad for me. It's just in 2014 my health deteriorated.
Thanks.I'm sorry about your health