2 more weeks and I should be out of here

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I dont want to be alive by next month.
I want to be gone by end of may.
If everything goes well and im not an idiot, it will be close but should be able to pull it off.

 

[eashanm]

Good Luck.

 

[Letgo]

Good luck. What's your method?

 

[SVEN]

I wish you well.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, it's very much understandable wishing to be free from this cruel, horrible world.

 

[peaceindeath]

It must be a relief to know you'll be gone soon

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

It must be a relief to know you'll be gone soon

Its relieving but also scary at the same time. I guess you cant get rid of SI....

 

[Electronic Music]

Sorry life happened this way for you, we absolutely feel for you. Nothing but respect and jealousy haha, hope everything goes exactly as you'd like it to. Much love and best of luck my friend <3

 

[StolenLife]

I wish you a peaceful and painless goodbye.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Good luck. What's your method?

Flubromazolam + GBL. Basically respiratory depression

GBL is legal compared to GHB, absorbs GHB into the blood faster than consuming actual GHB from the start, and you only need half the dose of GBL for the same effect in taking GHB itself

It is more sour and acidic though and needs to be thinned out with water more heavily to be drinkable without problems but thats fine with me

youre supposed to mix 1ml of GBL with like atleast 100ml of water. Ill be taking like 10ml so itll be fine i can down it
that should be equivalent to 20ml of GHB which should be more than enough to knock me tf out and kick the bucket, combined with benzos atleast

Sorry life happened this way for you, we absolutely feel for you. Nothing but respect and jealousy haha, hope everything goes exactly as you'd like it to. Much love and best of luck my friend <3

Thank you so much you are lovely. Best of luck to you too whichever path you choose

 

[Letgo]

Wishing you peace and rest. May everything go as planned. Let us know the day of, so we can be with you (if you want to). <3

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Wishing you peace and rest. May everything go as planned. Let us know the day of, so we can be with you (if you want to). <3

I definetly will let you all know.

 

[eashanm]

Flubromazolam + GBL

Can you actually kill yourself using a Benzodiazepine? What's the Death like? Can I read somehwere about this method?

 

[Unknown21]

Goodbye. I wish you the best.

 

[heavyeyes]

I wish you peace <3

 

[Valky]

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Can you actually kill yourself using a Benzodiazepine? What's the Death like? Can I read somehwere about this method?

Benzos alone, theoretically possible with something as stupidly potent as flubromaz, but even with that its still very hard

however GHB + benzos mixed together potentiate eachother very well and should cause respiratory depression. Its the same principle as the classic Xanax + alcohol.

My death should be extremely peaceful as both of these substances are so strongly sedating, people use them for date rape. I will be lights out fast before I feel anything.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Fauci said 2 more weeks and it led to 3 more years.

I know. Ive honestly been procastinating it until now. im such a fucking pussy i should get on with it already
at this point i have procastinated it so much that i wont make it till the end of may
so i will have to enter the next month
which sounds like a fucking nightmare

 

[leavingsoon99]

I wish you luck.

 

[eashanm]

however GHB + benzos mixed together potentiate eachother

Okay how much dosage are you using?

 

[Vizzy]

I know. Ive honestly been procastinating it until now. im such a fucking pussy i should get on with it already
at this point i have procastinated it so much that i wont make it till the end of may
so i will have to enter the next month
which sounds like a fucking nightmare

Don't listen to @Ambivalent1 that's a troll, do ctb whenever you are comfortable it doesn't matter 3 years or 30 years!

Flubromazolam + GBL. Basically respiratory depression

GBL is legal compared to GHB, absorbs GHB into the blood faster than consuming actual GHB from the start, and you only need half the dose of GBL for the same effect in taking GHB itself

It is more sour and acidic though and needs to be thinned out with water more heavily to be drinkable without problems but thats fine with me

youre supposed to mix 1ml of GBL with like atleast 100ml of water. Ill be taking like 10ml so itll be fine i can down it
that should be equivalent to 20ml of GHB which should be more than enough to knock me tf out and kick the bucket, combined with benzos atleast

Thank you so much you are lovely. Best of luck to you too whichever path you choose

Hopefully you done your research regarding this and I wish everything go as you planned

 

[Ambivalent1]

Don't listen to @Ambivalent1 that's a troll, do ctb whenever you are comfortable it doesn't matter 3 years or 30 years!

Hopefully you done your research regarding this and I wish everything go as you planned

You're a trollop.

 

[Vizzy]

You're a trollop.

Reported lol

 

[Ambivalent1]

Reported lol

I don't care. You're not important.

 

[Vizzy]

I don't care. You're not important.

Reported again, let's see what happens kiddo

 

[Ambivalent1]

Reported again, let's see what happens kiddo

I'm sure I'll be fine. Mods don't like hypocrites. You've insulted me too like when you laughed at my recent post. And saying that you're not important isn't a reportable offense lol

 

[Vizzy]

I'm sure I'll be fine. Mods don't like hypocrites. You've insulted me too like when you laughed at my recent post.

Because you are questioning the op like why they didn't do ctb for many years which is not allowed

You are just here to support not to question people, why they didn't do ctb that's not your problem

I called you troll which is nothing compared to what you called me trollop which is a disgusting way to call a person and I read the comments you post in other people posts which sound like a troll or a kid who is underage who just playing with people's emotions in this site and think this is some kind of entertainment!

It looks like you got your warning, be good lol

 

[Ambivalent1]

Because you are questioning the op like why they didn't do ctb for many years which is not allowed

You are just here to support not to question people, why they didn't do ctb that's not your problem

I called you troll which is nothing compared to what you called me trollop which is a disgusting way to call a person and I read the comments you post in other people posts which sound like a troll or a kid who is underage who just playing with people's emotions in this site and think this is some kind of entertainment!

It looks like you got your warning, be good lol

There was no question mark. The 2 wks thing reminded me of Fauci. Troll reminded me of trollop. Everyone grieves differently. Some people laugh at funerals. I laugh here.

 

[Vizzy]

There was no question mark. The 2 wks thing reminded me of Fauci. Troll reminded me of trollop. Everyone grieves differently. Some people laugh at funerals. I laugh here.

No one laughs at funeral, if someone laugh at funeral they are a nut job, psychopath or a troll who should not be in there in the first place

If troll reminded you trollop, better use a dictionary before using a word towards a person

Nah I laugh here!

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Okay how much dosage are you using?

will be doing 10ml of GBL and probably 10mg of Flubromazolam

GBL is 1.5 to 2x as stronger as GHB, and there is a risk of death on 10g of GHB alone. Ill basically be taking the equivalent of 20g of GHB so more than enough

there are reports of people getting knocked out from 200micrograms Flubromazolam, reports of people in comatose state with heart rate sinking all the way down to like 40bpm from 4milligrams. Its a stupidly potent hypnotic benzo, and it will be my first time ever taking benzos so no resistance, 10milligrams will be more than enough. This benzo is so strong you could almost call it a barbiturate.

Both these doses of these drugs could possibly kill me just by themselves alone, but combined they potentiate eachother, so the combo will kill me 100%.

Both of these drugs are powerful sedatives that are used for date rape, so my death will be extremely peaceful. I will just fall asleep quickly.

Don't listen to @Ambivalent1 that's a troll, do ctb whenever you are comfortable it doesn't matter 3 years or 30 years!

Hopefully you done your research regarding this and I wish everything go as you planned

Yes I have done extensive research on this. Thank you I wish you luck in life too

Also thank you for being considerate about me being a pussy but I really have to leave this hell fast ):

Because you are questioning the op like why they didn't do ctb for many years which is not allowed

You are just here to support not to question people, why they didn't do ctb that's not your problem

I called you troll which is nothing compared to what you called me trollop which is a disgusting way to call a person and I read the comments you post in other people posts which sound like a troll or a kid who is underage who just playing with people's emotions in this site and think this is some kind of entertainment!

It looks like you got your warning, be good lol

I didnt ctb until now because of a lack of good and peaceful methods
I have been wanting to CTB for atleast 3 years now though