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Animal Lover
- Aug 24, 2024
- 138
Hello!! Just wanted to introduce myself... 55f here from the US. I've suffered from MDD on and off all my adult life. I've lost my will to live this last year and struggle to get out of bed. I'm barely functioning or eating. I find joy in nothing and lost interest in everything. I've always seen life for the cruel horror show it really is. No meds are working and I even did ECT, which didn't work either. I would prefer to be dead, but too much of a coward right now to make it happen.