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Γyuk

Γyuk

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May 21, 2022
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just received 1kg of "Premium SN" from Poland :)
took about a week for it to arrive, from the outside it was a normal package without any hazard placards attached.

should be enough for everyone on this forum
I feel a sense of relieve but also anxious... is it gonna hurt?

removed the pictures as this was not allowed
 
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houseofleaves

houseofleaves

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Jan 14, 2022
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It's gonna hurt just a bit. And you'll be vomiting even if you can't. But other than that, it's gonna be okay.
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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It´s not allowed to post photos showing the name of the manufacturer or any other details about the source !!!!
 
The Abyss

The Abyss

Why're we still here, just to suffer?
Dec 19, 2019
260
Holy shit, 1kg? Why so much, smallest order from China or to help others get some?

It won't hurt but you'll feel panicky & sick without side supplements.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you would feel relief. For many people, it can be comforting having a way to exit this world at a time of their own choosing. SN does sound quite unpleasant to me from what I have heard, but I would personally prefer it to many other methods. I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you and I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
dredd1981

dredd1981

All these moments will be lost in time
May 1, 2022
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just received 1kg of "Premium SN" from Poland :)
took about a week for it to arrive, from the outside it was a normal package without any hazard placards attached.

should be enough for everyone on this forum
I feel a sense of relieve but also anxious... is it gonna hurt?

removed the pictures as this was not allowed
Be prepared for your extremities to turn blue. I watched a video of a girl who took SN and streamed it, toward the end her fingers had turned blue. I don't know about you but that would definitely trigger SI in me. I'm not sure if I've rounded the corner yet, but just in case I haven't I think my method will be SA. You need less of it, just 5-10g is fatal so you won't have to worry about keeping it down as opposed to 20g+ of SN. Plus it works faster and works differently, so no freakouts because your fingers won't turn blue
 
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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
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Be prepared for your extremities to turn blue. I watched a video of a girl who took SN and streamed it, toward the end her fingers had turned blue. I don't know about you but that would definitely trigger SI in me. I'm not sure if I've rounded the corner yet, but just in case I haven't I think my method will be SA. You need less of it, just 5-10g is fatal so you won't have to worry about keeping it down as opposed to 20g+ of SN. Plus it works faster and works differently, so no freakouts because your fingers won't turn blue
what's SA?
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
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Thanks OP for the detail of delivery leadtime, it was my fear because i want to be sure to get it when i am available. I will order soon.

Any advice about payment ? I don t want to give my credit card number to a foreign website...
 
nothingissacred

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Feb 11, 2023
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Thanks OP for the detail of delivery leadtime, it was my fear because i want to be sure to get it when i am available. I will order soon.

Any advice about payment ? I don t want to give my credit card number to a foreign website...
i wouldnt worry too much about the credit card number, i paid mine directly with a bank transfer.
sadly they didnt accept paypal, only some polish equivalent.

bought it from poland and even tho the price was in PLN i paid in EUR and it worked out fine (price was about 100PLN and i just gave them 25€ and there was no problem with that)

i also gave them my real name and adress and didnt get a visit from police.
 
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deomlez

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May 19, 2023
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is it possible to make it deliver in a mailbox ? I don t leave alone.
 
nothingissacred

nothingissacred

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is it possible to make it deliver in a mailbox ? I don t leave alone.
I dont know you would have to check on their website, mine came in a neutral package without any hazard markings tho and nobody in my home gave a fuck xd
 
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deomlez

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May 19, 2023
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Many thanks for your answers.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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is it possible to make it deliver in a mailbox ? I don t leave alone.
Some sources ship the SN in a plastic bottle, others vaccum sealed in a plastic bag in an envelope. You should ask before you order.
By the way, deepl.com is a great translater.
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
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someone told me in pms that you shouldn't buy SN from polish sellers. You might get in trouble but as long as you got your SN its fine
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
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someone told me in pms that you shouldn't buy SN from polish sellers. You might get in trouble but as long as you got your SN its fine
Tell me more plz. In dm if you prefer but useful for all.
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
Very curios about that. What's the reason behind?
The person who i got this information didn't tell me much more than how i shouldn't trust polish sellers.
 
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