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TrappedInBody
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- Apr 20, 2022
- 5
Today is my birthday. I realise I've been longer here than I wanted to be and I always have excuses. At first there was my mum (who passed away in 2022), but right now it's my boyfriend. I don't know why I'm still here. I really want all this to end. I'm just tired But maybe I'm a little coward. You wouldn't know if you spoke to me because I'm super bubbly and excited about every little thing. But in reality I'm just so useless and so selfish; I'm a little out of touch. I wish I could end it all. I really hate myself.