Hi I live in huddersfield in the uk and this is my story which has made me decide that don't want to be alive anymore
I live in huddersfield and I'm a massive huddersfield town fan ive Been a season card holder for years and I go to home and away matches. But this year I've not been able to go to many games as I've been in and out of hospital since July 2022 a few weeks ago I did manage to get to a town home game and I was feeling very overwhelmed and I couldnt cope and I ended up self harming pretty bad and the police had to carry me out in leg restraints and cuffs I was then taken to hospital and stayed there for a while. When I came out of hospital I wanted to know if I could go to the next game as I would be going with a good friend that could keep me safe but they said no and I'm banned. My social worker got in touch with the club and they agreed I could go to the last match of the season witch is Monday 8th may and they said they have a bunch of rules that i need to comply with before hand. I agreed but one of the rules is I couldn't pitch invade. Every year the last home game we always pitch invaded and I put a post on Facebook asking if there was going to be one this year. Well the club saw my Facebook Post and they have now permernently banned me from the stadium even though my post was asking if there was one and NOT me Organising one. I'm a life long fan and this has pushed me over the edge and ive decided if I can watch my favourite team ever again what's the point of being alive I'm going to jump off our local moterway bridge as it is a 120ft (37m) drop on Saturday 13th may as it is our annual village gathering and most of the roads get closed and no one will notice I'm gone for a while. I've got 1 week left to have fun any suggestions on what I should do?
I live in huddersfield and I'm a massive huddersfield town fan ive Been a season card holder for years and I go to home and away matches. But this year I've not been able to go to many games as I've been in and out of hospital since July 2022 a few weeks ago I did manage to get to a town home game and I was feeling very overwhelmed and I couldnt cope and I ended up self harming pretty bad and the police had to carry me out in leg restraints and cuffs I was then taken to hospital and stayed there for a while. When I came out of hospital I wanted to know if I could go to the next game as I would be going with a good friend that could keep me safe but they said no and I'm banned. My social worker got in touch with the club and they agreed I could go to the last match of the season witch is Monday 8th may and they said they have a bunch of rules that i need to comply with before hand. I agreed but one of the rules is I couldn't pitch invade. Every year the last home game we always pitch invaded and I put a post on Facebook asking if there was going to be one this year. Well the club saw my Facebook Post and they have now permernently banned me from the stadium even though my post was asking if there was one and NOT me Organising one. I'm a life long fan and this has pushed me over the edge and ive decided if I can watch my favourite team ever again what's the point of being alive I'm going to jump off our local moterway bridge as it is a 120ft (37m) drop on Saturday 13th may as it is our annual village gathering and most of the roads get closed and no one will notice I'm gone for a while. I've got 1 week left to have fun any suggestions on what I should do?
