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[CTB Dream]

No posbl any slv no posbl any, this no posbl all lose, many thing life no slv only way ctb this me now, no want life, this me slv 0% not even 0.00000000009901% , only way rtrn timrle travle avoid injury damage, this no posbl 0%

 

[charlotte_]

I'm really sorry how you're kept in such a hopeless position at all times. I feel that a lot. It really is unfair how we can't just be free from all this suffering even in grave ends. I don't know what to say other than wishing you the best on finding the peace you desire

 

[persuasion]

I'm traumatized by fucking up all the things that I try to do. I can't do a single idiotic task without doing something wrong. There's always something that will make all my efforts meaningless. Same thing with social interaction. Nowadays my mind is also very slow, I can't care about anything and I'm always slower than the people around me, also my ability to talk, remember things and motoric functions are all diminished and below average. The only single thing I can do without failing is laying in bed and thinking. This world is not made for me. According to IQ I'm not even retarded but I feel more retarded than the retards I've met. I just want to end it all. Guck using my hands, my voice, my mind. It will all result in failure and things, that even a child will do better and more refined. It's unthinkable how an adult human can be as incompetent, slow and clumsy as me. Just kill me please.